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| goal weights | rewards |
|---|---|
| 63.9 | go christmas shopping |
| 62.9 | wrap presents |
| 61.9 | christmas day |
| 60.9 | boyfriend's parents house in bath |
| 59.9 | new years |
| 58.9 | back to london |
| 58.5 | wear hot underwear for boyfriend |
| 58.0 | wear spotted black dress that i wore when i was 58 last time |
Tuesday, 22 December 2009
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I think i may weigh in at 65.9 or something horrorsome. I havent run for weeks and it good be a reason.
I have 5 days- well 4. If i can get into the 63s I'll be lucky. Tomorrow I will run, the next day i will run
then its christmas which is daunting. I was thinking i won't eat until dinner then i will make sure i eat hardly anything. Save most of my christmas candy for when my boyf visits- he's coming on the afternoon of the 27th to kent.
Im such a plop guys, im disgusting
i disgust myself.
i NEED to LOSE THIS WEIGHT. i still have time. i can still lose it.
plan is to eat nothing until dinner.
Saturday, 19 December 2009
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Currently
Blue Christmas
By Elvis Presley
see relatedthe fates have saved me
the bf cant come until the 28th, because the trains have been totally fucked and he comes from bath.
I have a week and will lose accordingly. also all the people i know from my old school are ocming back from new years which is perfect as he is staying for new years, so i will be thin as i never have to eat with him around.
so i will hopefully lose around 2 or 3 and then a couple more while he's around so i can start my new year like i always wanted. thin and happy.
today
cereal (200) milk tea and coffee (150) = 350
lunch fruits 300 yoghurt 100 dugar 50 =450
trying to eat nothing tonight. Gonna get up get ready go into town for some christmas shopping. i cant wait. im happy now, i think the world is on my side for once.
Friday, 18 December 2009
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Hi all.
Well it seems that this holiday is heading where all my last holidays have headed. into a bag of chips and then down the toilet with my head and vomit. I've been binging, and purging, and i have gained nearly 2 kgs. I feel horrible i just want, i NEED to stop. So I've decided that today is it.
Thats it
I will not binge after this date.
I will not purge after this date
My aim is to lose as much as i can, and possibly get into the 61s at new years and never EVER go passes 62.5 in 2010.
When i get back to school I'd like to be in the 60s, and I think i can do it.
Thursday, 17 December 2009
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tonight i will refuse food and I will be happy.
Tuesday, 15 December 2009
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back home in kent
plan for the next few days.
tea(30)cereal(100)milk(50)fruit(100) =180 kcals
or yoghurt (100) fruit (100) tea(30)=230 kcals
lunch = fruit (100) tea or coffee (30) cookie (100)= 150 kcals
dinner= as least as possible. 200/300
try to eat at least as possible.
fifteendayfreedom
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- Name: fifteendayfreedom
- Birthday: 5/2/1990
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 9/9/2009
Goal Weights
| 63kg | 62.5kg |
| 62.0kg | 61.5kg |
| 61.0kg | 60.5kg |
| 60.0kg | 59.5kg |
| 59.0kg | 58.5kg |
| 58.0kg | 57.5kg |
| 57.0kg | 56.0kg |
